my beloved boyfriend and me ^^))

my beloved boyfriend and me ^^))

Kamis, 06 Mei 2010

emang gak akan pernah bisa jadi mudah untuk kita bicara tentang kehidupan seperti khairil anwar ..
tapi akan mudah untuk kita ,menggerakan tangan ini untuk menulis apa yang harusnya kita tulis ..

4 april 2010
jauuuuhhhh hari sebelum itu adalah mimpi buruk !

sendiri
sepi
dan dunia begitu tergambar jelas sangat EGOIS !!

4 april 2010
jauuuuhh setelah hari itu

cuma bahagia , tawa , nyaman yang bisa dengan serakahnya aku rasakan sekarang !
walaupun semua diciptakan dengan cara yang begitu sederhana ,
tapi buat aku .. itu yang terindah :)

Rabu, 14 April 2010

for the bad side of my life ))

today
I feel empty ..
I want to cry
there are so many things and feelings that make me more afraid to move far ahead ..

about my past that made me vulnerable during this
friends, the love that many times I feel very sick, about the pain that I feel now.

I hate with vindictive human
I hate the people who are always jealous to see my pleasures
I hate the people who rely solely on outward view

if indeed you feel better understand how to live in this world
teach me ..
how?
you guys do not just display perfection outside and as you do not want to be defeated so that you justify any means to destroy your opponent!
very sneaky!



enough!
for my past
go away from my life
I want to live my day with a smile

do not be jealous to see a happy life now

I'm really happy with my boyfriend and the people around me now


better, you just take care of yourself and your lives better think about how you create your own happiness

bye!



I ♥ youuu my wall-e , hahahaha :D




Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Cause every breath that you will take
when you are sitting next to me
will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy?
(What's your, what's your, what's your...)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
x4
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight



^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^V

Rabu, 07 April 2010

TODAY !!!






















[ gambar diatas adalah muka saya yang tampak gag ikhlas karena masih ngantuk dan mesti berangkat ke dokter pagi pagi buat berobat :( ]

hari ini ???
sedikit mengejutkanlah !!!
hahahaha :D

tapi mengejutkannya apa ??
biar saya aja yang tau , hehehehehe :p

yang pasti , selain ada hal yang mengejutkan , hari ini melelahkan bgt T.T

tadi pagi mesti bangun jam 07.00
mesti mandi pagi pula !!
BUKAN SAYA SEKALI ( read : kalo lagi sakit :[ )


abis dari rmh sakit berlanjut nemenin mama ke bank !!





















abis itu , masi berlanjut buat jemput sepupu kecil yang bandel abisss dan berhasil buat saya mati kutu sama pertanyaan dia yang gg berhasil saya jawab !! SEBUTAN BUAT ORANG YANG SUKA NGUMPULIN PERANGKO APA ?? " ( read : sumpah , saya lupa !! ) siaaalll !!


ini dia si bocah cilik itu !! huuuhhhh !! ( PINK )






















herannya lagi !!
sampe rumah , dia masi tetep keukeh pengen tanya jawab
DIA " trusss kaloo SINONIM dari MENONTON apa ?? "
SAYA jawab dengan lantang dan penuh wibawai " MENYAKSIKAAAANN !! "
ckckckckckc , ini siapa yang bego sebenernya ?? haha :D


kalo udah cape gini pengen ketemu anak ibu kost yang masi bayi itu deehh ,
kemaren sempet foto2 dia ..

LUCU GAG ?? ^^







































MWAAACHHHHH :*

Senin, 05 April 2010

today :)

sedikit buruk hari ini , kuliah pake telat satu jam !! HUFFTT , but well !! yang penting , abseeennn masi terisi sama tanda tangan saya yang asooy , hehe :p

abis kuliaaa ,
nemenin pacar + ngobrol2 banyak hal
SERU JUGA !!
jadi tambah ngerasa deket ^^
angin2 jatuh cinta masi mengudara nie kayaknya , haha :D
makasi sayang , jadi tau banyak hal tentang mantan2 km yang menurut aku , PARAH ABIS !!
hehehehe piss ^^V

sedikit gombal !!

km bener2 berhasil buat aku hidup lagi , semangat lagi ..
aku jadi ngerasa gg sendiri sekarang ^^
dan aku akan terus coba buat berfikir idealis untuk hubungan kita ..

HEART YOU BABY ^^ ( terdengar suara teriakan "IHIY PRIKITIUUWW" samar-samar ) haha :D







Minggu, 04 April 2010

my posting for him ^^))

actually
until this moment, I still do not think that you can become part of my life

I still remember
how early we can talk and get to know each other

haha
you are very funny and sweet moment

baby
thanks to the days before the date of 4 April 2010 this
you lot give me the spirit to continue to live this difficult
although sometimes difficult to sleep because I was still thinking about all that happened in my life

but
every time I remember you
I understood
that I am not alone now
because you are always there beside me:)

haha
you realize?
lots of funny things that happened before this date April 04

accidentally
we always use the same color clothes every time you meet
we both like to straighten hair in strange ways
we are equally stupid
and many other things that maybe we unknowingly it happens every time we meet

baby
I'm not beautiful and perfect woman in this world
but I want to love you with the perfect way

love you baby:)
I will start my life with you from now
04 April 2010:) <3
well ! akhirnya buat blog juga ^^ ternyata insomnia ini membuahkan hasil untuk mengarahkan saya membuat BLOG ! haha :D baiklah !!
















( ini foto saya featuring temen tersayang !! seksi bukan ?? hahahahahaha :D bukan bermaksud untuk membuat MUI mengeluarkan fatwa dilarang FOTO EKSOTIS lho tapi ini semua hanya seni yang tercipta saat kita berdua INSOMNIA , pissss MUI ^^V )

RIGHT : saya
LEFT : victoria ))


yaaahh ..
maaf maaf ,
malah jadi pamer foto gg jelas :D

before , i want to introducing myself :)

cukup panggil saya : AMEL :)
soal umur , saya udah cukup "SOK" dewasalah untuk ngerti , gmn caranya nyelesein masalah tanpa menggunakan cara kampungan :)
yang pasti , masi belajar juga untuk ikhlas menerima semua cobaan dari TUHAN ( prikitiuuuww - hhe )

yeah,
i'm also not forget to introduce my beloved boyfriend :)






















his name is BERNARD
liat dan bandingkan sama muka saya yang kontras abis !!
JAWA vs CINA , hahahahahahaha :D ( maaf sayang ^^ )





ENOUGH !!
i'm so sleepy -_-